Trying to make rent for the end of the month, so: selling a bunch of stuff here! Including a bunch of video games new in shrinkwrap, some used but rare games like Wild Arms, and a brand new copy of Valkyrie Profile for like 50 bucks less than everyone else is selling it, ahahaha. :)

If you see something you like there but don't want to buy from amazon for some reason, just let me know and we can do it privately at same price!

ash_ebooks i guess

graymary: ONE TIME I WAS SUPPOSED TO MARRY AN EGG. AN EGG IT WOULDNT HAVE HATCHED FOR ANOTHER THREE HUNDRED YEARS. I AM STILL MAD
graymaryash_ebooks

graymary: and Ocelot turned around, the monster came at him. Then Ivan

shoiryu: and Tatyana's breasts. Icky,

graymary: it is Later, it is Later, it is Later. It is

shoiryu: GOD D why is there not more tea for

graymary: "No !" Said Volgin. The table broke, and the Boss

shoiryu: paper work. paper work. paper work. DANGER. DANGER. paper work.

graymary: Learn to use a FLAMETHROWER in only one month
graymary: sex. Gay sex gay

shoiryu: "I heard a rumor you li ke That man" "Why" said Ocelot "I
shoiryu: learn how to make friends and kill

graymary: Walls with many BONES, BONES BONES, and tea
graymary: STOP", said LAvrin, "for fuckss ake Yuri"

shoiryu: The doctor says this is foolish. If you would only be kind to small animals

graymary: SNAKES NAKES SNAKES NUKES SNAKES STORM STORM STORM BLOOD and tea

shoiryu: AND MANY VISIONS OF A FUTURE WHERE
shoiryu: you have a baby but you are gay, why did she

graymary: through his one, eye, the Snake . and a blond,
graymary: Learn to woo a three-letter

shoiryu: Ocelot was never happy, unless dicks

graymary: Mass Murder!! . You are infiltrating the Rectum of
graymary: Enjoy the taste of . Naked snake , YES
graymary: if you were a small girl, Learn to ride a Nuclear
graymary: How do you do," BROTHER, the main manufacturer of Hind

shoiryu: Major Pain More Like Major Gain

graymary: puts pressure on your torso. Major, I see enemy

graymary: Do you know what day it is tomorrow .

finals

Little baby Vyolet: Guardian of the gang's chicken, ferocious biter of kneecaps, mugger of people six times his size, and eventual hellraising fury-fueled screeching space-menace with a beam scythe.

(Still a boy.)

Heeyyyy speaking of Tiger and Bunny, how 'bout this. Ivan ficbit, really rough, warning for dark sexual themes. I'm cursed to always acquire the weirdest versions of side characters, I think.

BAKERU

( They’d had a daughter, for a few months. A pretty little girl, who looked just like her mother. )

I've become one of those people who's like LOL WHAT IS LJ I guess, sorry! I am mostly schooling and drawing and playing around with my friends all day. Speaking of drawing, though, look at this you guys:

EVERYONE IS LISTING TO THE SAME SIDE. WHAT IS THIS. I set out to practice anatomy, give up, and then draw people leaning over turning their heads over the same damn shoulder. This is like one of those horror movies where they uncover the serial killer's writings and it's just covered in the same symbol only in my case it's just covered in pretty animu boys without shirts leaning in the same goddamn direction. LOOK AT KATNISS EVEN.

Buuuut, anyway. I've applied to transfer to my four year school finally and I'm waiting to hear back on that. Some pretty shitty stuff happened on Thursday (we, uh, we had to have Yumi the cat put down and the people at the shelter were unimaginably horrible about it) but we're hanging in there, I guess. There are ten thousand new boy bands! I really love Tiger and Farrah Fawcett now which is a great show about superheroes, a hot old dude, and a flippy hairpiece with emotional problems. I am still a Gundam pilot! Things are good.

Find me here or here!

when the crack sounds in the wood
you will know, old friend, that i'm down for good.

I did this for haldir, but I am also very fond of little ball of fire and rage Katniss Everdeen!

Here's everything your favorite kpop girl group SEULBAI has been up to for the last couple of weeks!!!:

(literature.)
miduhyo: today i babysat david michael who is grounded for calling karen a fuckpig kristy wrote in the bsc notebook
haldir: todey i babysatt david micheal whose grounded for colling karen a fuckpig claudia wrote in the bsc notebook
haldir: today i called mary anne a fuckpig and stacey was so pleased she let me motorboat her claudia wrote in the bsc notebook
haldir: i wish claud would stop using the bsc notebook to brag about her sex life kristy wrote in the bsc notebook foaming with jealousy

shoiryu: EXIST STAGE LEFT PURSUED BY A SASAENG....
shoiryu: that's some rosencrantz and guildenstern level meta

haldir: sometimes i remember that the buffy writers tried to make riley happen and i become so angry i rip the wings off several tiny innocent birds

shoiryu: omg I paid attention and here's what I heard: "now if you read a lot of graphic novels you see a lot of were tigers. What's the point?"

haldir: #seulbaiconversations: performance evaluation sheets stored in sooyoung's vagina

(gundam wing.)
shoiryu: "why do i have to be people?" he asks me, seated astride trowa's huge cock as though it were a ship's cannon. well, that's why
shoiryu: "no," he said, sitting astride trowa's cock as though it were a fallen redwood tree.

miduhyo: i guess i was humming beauty school dropout the entire time i was making quatre

shoiryu: sometimes i feel like in relena's head she is quietly whispering "let's. get. /dangerous./" to keep herself motivated

shoiryu: i typed that as "darkwing duke" at first also and it was the best treize spinoff ever.

miduhyo: HEH HEH HEH
miduhyo: that's my duo impression mostly

shoiryu: he does literally hand heero epyon at one point all "make it work" tho

graymary: OZ single feat. Nichol "Out the Airlock"

shoiryu: think zechs arrogant on variety tbh ;\ he get in bc sleeping with treize he always act so sassy
shoiryu: real things posted on the oz official web forum

miduhyo: war war war war glory of battle war war no pants war

shoiryu: we have never been at war with relenasia

shoiryu: A WAY TO PEE AND WICKED QUEENS: a duo/relena fst

(this is linnie's curse.)
miduhyo: was looking through old tweets and one made me laugh so hard i was like LOL IM SO FUNNY but then i realised it was haldir

(metal gear.)
miduhyo: if i was in charge of metal gear just hours and hours of snake oppa's ass and eva unni's tits and sigint oppa cutting in like SO TITS HUH?
shoiryu: "i see you got yourself a pair of double d's! The silicon implant was invented in the 1940s in Europe...."

miduhyo: my ideal type is someone who can coolly take a motorcycle to the face

miduhyo: why doesn't taeyeon have an upper lip what an oversight
miduhyo: they'll never suspect my true form said the shapeshifting demon as it assumed its human form BUT IT FORGOT ONE THING

shoiryu: "very anti-social" my gentle description of pyramid head

haldir: annyeong... Han Sang Ra (ᄒ안 ᄉ안ᄀ ᄅ아) imnida,, hehe ... Mian .. if it's wrong,,
haldir: looks fine to me

haldir: last night i heard em unni peeing and today i feel closer to her than ever before

shoiryu: nobody in snsd has any room to talk about anybody else in snsd's english
shoiryu: said tiffany, furiously butthurt that they'd been following her around all day going LIKE, UM, LIKE, UM!!!

(we are not snsd.)
haldir: snsd regularly panicking over kim ryeowook's bone structure

shoiryu: I'M TIFFANY HWANG YOU GUYS SORRY I'M DUMB

haldir: aw fuck tomorrow is sooyoung's bday and everyone in indonesia thinks i'm sooyoung.

miduhyo: every time isaac mizrahi tries to say something my dad loudly talks over him in his michael kors impression
haldir: i wish you meant literally every time, like your dad quit his job and just follows isaac around bellowing DISCO SOCCER MOM STRIPPER 24/7

shoiryu: well graymary just referred to weiss kreuz as "the gob bluth of gundams"

graymary: sorry you guys i am discovering this older band called THE NUGU
graymary: the nugu is really good

haldir: sunggyu asked "what's a dongwoo?" sungjong led the man to a dongwoo, let him grasp the balls & said "that's a dongwoo"

haldir: THINGS RACHEL DOES: SHARES WOMBS WITH LEE HYUKJAE
haldir: wombs PLURAL what they do is sometimes they just go find a womb and chill there for a while to remember the good old days pre-birth

(words with friends.)
shoiryu: em looks at her phone with deep loathing hisses "how is that a word rachel" it begins

graymary: Why is "Who is Paul McCartney" trending? Why not "Who is Billy Sheers"? Let's trend "Who is Billy Sheers".

shoiryu: TEN MINUTES LATER, GAZING AT THE TV, graymary EXCLAIMS: "I WAS BORN WITH TWO ASSHOLES"

miduhyo: how bout y'all just exist as the number 25 cleverly made into a dog wearing a baseball cap (that's all i can draw)

shoiryu: em saw a picture of lex luthor just now and began to stroke her screen, whispering, "I miss you, baldy. I miss you."

haldir: my dog has a tube of foundation but it's totally the wrong colour for him and i don't know how to tell him ;\ awkward ;\

i hate backgrounds that's why i'm making myself do one

wait til i emphasize his adam's apple and his total lack of breasts tho

Not moving, never moving, not checking DW either. I may leave LJ when there's a feasible alternative, which I don't consider DW to be and never will.

Witty and/or disparaging closing statement!

Quatre re-design concepts to go with theeeese.
-Quatre is ethnically Kabyle. He's the youngest of the six and pretty much looks it. He's got a fairly round face and somewhat childish features, a wide nose with a slight upturn, medium lips, and a mole under his right eye. He looks serious as fuck here because he can kill you in like six different ways don't mess!!!

Poor wuffs I will draw you soon :(((

This is my problem with re-examining my old fandoms -- I start acting like it's Western comics and I'm in charge of this year's newest universe/character reboot for no reason other than tweaking pre-existing characters is fun yaaaay

Quick color versions of various sketches.

My ipad stylus broke last week but thanks to graymary having like a billion dollars (twenty five dollars) in Best Buy gift rewards unexpectedly, I got a new one. It's a Bamboo! It's really nice. I broke it in with a celebratory fifteen minute Duo. I think he'd like me to put some clothes on him eventually.

Today's lazy class sketch. Quatre concepty stuff. I'd like something more elaborate in his ears but I need to find some reference first, lololol. He's got 'em in both ears, not as a fashion statement but a reference to his alliances etc; his colony had some nasty civil war scuffling about fifteen-twenty years prior to 195 and people in certain districts like to indicate their ideas on the power balance subtly. Whatever his finalized designs end up being they're meant to signify that he's neutral, and a non-combatant (which is a purposeful lie.)

This is what happens when you get an anthropology student back into shit that's all about colonization and rebellion and stuff. And now I go away to write a five page paper. \o/

in the wild the duo may display its cranial plumage in a variety of ways aside from the standard braiding position because keeping your long fucking hair in a braid 24/7 is fucking bad for it motherfucker if you gotta problem with me wearin it like this then i want you to meet my friend mister shiv we're very close and now i guess so're you haha i wonder if you've got anything in your pockets

Annnd here's the first part of my BILLIONS OF CONCEPT SKETCHES for Gundam characters. I'm doing these for two reasons: 1) fun 2) practicing expressions and style/facial feature consistency. Not COMPLETELY successful on that last part but that's what practice is for in the first place so w/e.

( Relena, Heero, Duo, Trowa. THIS PICTURE IS HUGE, SORRY. )

The other two will get done probably when I should be studying for my finals!

I always want to say this, and I can't think of any especially wordy ways to say it, so I'll just say it:

Fandom at large, it is perfectly okay and good to have trans and gender variant versions of canon characters. No, it's really okay. It is just as valid and worth fighting over as interpreting someone as gay, or bisexual. I feel like I always see or get this sense in fandoms, all fandoms, when someone writes about a canon character being trans, or genderqueer, or something outside of "he/she's gay and likes [other half of otp]," this sense that that writer has crossed the line into OOC land, or is being "silly," or has just stretched the reality fabric of the character too far. Because we can buy that Dean Winchester wants to fuck his brother and has miles of angst about it, but not that she's hurting deeply about being unable to present herself as the woman she's always felt herself to be. We can't buy that wearing that dress and wig in Wall Market was the first time Cloud Strife ever truly felt like herself. We can't buy that Duo Maxwell is a goddamn boy goddamn you despite his vagina. We definitely can't buy the idea of any of these people identifying at different times as male, female, or neither.

I feel this deep current of reluctance most of the time, in every fandom I've been in, this reluctance to accept any idea of canon characters not being cissexual, and it honestly creeps me out a lot. It's not really you, flist, just a generalized thing. A character being interpreted as trans or genderqueer is no more OOC or laughable than a character being interpreted as gay or bisexual -- that being, not laughable at all.

Experimenting with texture brushes on a recent sketch. I kind of like them? I got one that's literally for skin pores and it gives some nice depth. I feel like the hair texture brushes could work out really well with less laziness, lol.

why is your head so big